Saturday, August 30, 2008

Geographical Profiling

Mobility is one characterisitc which distinguish organisms from non-living things; so do criminals. In criminal psychology, there's a usual approach known as "geographical profiling", which utilize this mobility characteristics of criminal to estimate where do the unsub settle and hence provide a more precise analysis of his MO.


In geographical profiling, it is usually connecting few crime scenes together to obtain a bigger picture of "nodes of familarity" or "comfort zones" of the unsub. The middle of the zone would be the highest probability where the unsub lives.


This technique begins by profiling the crime scene, and it is particularly useful when it is a body dumping sites. One should notes that is there any effort of the unsub to conceal the body, e.g. a body sinked in the river with a stone tied to the body indicates the unsub don't want anyone to find the body because the victim may probably somehow linked to him, one should consider crime of passion, or somethings more personel. Conversely, if the body emerged on the water surface tells us that the unsub doesn't care about whether the body is discovered or not, hence we can narrow down it may be opportunistic killing, and rule out personal element in crime.


Next, observe the route to the body dumping site. If it's an open space, the unsub must posses a vehicle, preferably a truck, which wouldn't arouse any suspicion to be at the scene. If the body is discovered in a jungle, the unsub must be familiar with the place, and he's strong enough to carry the body to the middle of jungle. With this, we can estimate where are the comfort zone of the scumbag.


In serial killing, body dumping sites usually indicates the comfort zone of the unsub, For scattered body dumping places, those places, if connected by lines on map, will form the peripheral of the comfort zone for unsub. On the other hand, if the dumping places is concentrated / centered, it is usually in the middle of journey within the unsub's locus of familarity, i.e. the route he takes almost everyday to work (most probably) and other daily activities. The reasons behind this bold assumption are:


1. The unsub would intentionally / unintentionally observe the condition of the body dumping sites daily. Just think this, if you're gonna get rid of a body, you would feel safer to go someplace where you are familiar with, and you must sure that the time you do that, the lesser people there the better.


2. For opportunistic serial killing, the dumping part should be considered as one of his MO because they way he get rid of the body is the chain of though what he was thinking after kiling the victim. Some killing of passion unsub intentionally hide the body in a "storing" way so that he can revive the pleasure after killing by visiting the body. These kind of ritual is not uncommon among those sociopath as it is the only way they feel connected to people (victims).


3. Dumping the body is a habit, rather than a casual action. For example, while throwing rubbish out of window, we tend to throw through one particular window and a more or less defined direction. Working something our of habit would be discomfort for the unsub.


More over, if possible, abduction site would further narrow the zone of comfort that we map. Hunting part is so crucial that the unsub need to abduct his victim from a place where he is also familiar, even opporunistic killing rarely occur outside comfort zone. He needs to know that his presence in that place while waiting for his prey shouldn't be interfered by any unwanted events which would compromise his action. Again, familrity is very important.


To further extend our discussion, one should think of operating outside the comfort zone if the kiling habit has been prolonged due to connection lacking in initial investigation. An unsub's comfort zone tends to get bigger as he kills more, as sadly, his confidence is gaining. Any new killing outside the comfort zone would assist in capturing the unsub, because with the geographical profiling, one can predict the dumping site and the interval since any new abduction is reported. In here, geographical profiling proven to be extremely useful.


At last, to end this blog, I would strengten that geographical profiling is not as easy as it seemed, becuase many aspects should be considered, like relevance of cases, evolution of unsub, socioeconomy of the particular area etc. Therefore, it's never easy and I'm damned fascinated everytime Reid perform this geographical profiling in criminal minds!


Here's Dr Spencer Reid:
(cool, right? ^^)

Friday, August 29, 2008

永别了,我最爱的你。

我一直以为只要“我就喜欢”就可以和你一起天长地久。
但,现实总是把“喜欢”在贫穷面前砸成粉粹。
为什么人总是需要在爱情和面包面之间做出选择?
需要你的我只能在选择之间的隙缝中呼吸着想要却得不到的伤痛。
每一个一呼一吸都被我们的回忆在我心中的孔越撕越大...

你金黄色的发丝就像田间靠向夕阳的风的稻草;(Mc French fries)
你无情的冷血让我放弃氧气喝下二氧化碳的黑水;(Mc coke)
有你在的每一个城堡,我被囚禁在里面,(Mc chicken, spicy chiken Mc Delux, Big Mag...)
被烤得香脆的炸鸡和蔬菜压迫得不能呼吸...

惟有逃出双黄金拱门的枷锁,我才能自由。
所以,永别了,我最爱的麦当劳...

Sober

No turning back, no giving up.
I keep on telling myself that recently. I'm in sober of McD and TV series for days...and now, I'm feeling like hell. NO McD because I'm planing to save money and my life from dying of hypercholesterolemia; no TV series because I already finish all TV series I want to watch! Criminal minds, Lost, Grey's anatomy, House...there're all done and gone. I'm like living in hell without them. What am I goin to do during my break time? My precious McD and TV series...time to say goodbye... T_T

How long sober I'm going to be? Without them, what basically left in myself are medical books and books and more books!!! Father, send some guidance from above and help me!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

蓝色的伞

你打开蓝色的伞,转身走入灰蒙蒙的雨中。
我用目光默默送你远去;你用背影仿佛对我说再见。

下着的这场雨对折了未来和过去,
透过雨水的折射,我似乎看见了过去的我也在那蓝色的伞下...
我的右肩紧紧地靠着你的左肩;
握着伞柄的右手有你的左手和我一同撑起属于我们两人的蓝色世界。
伞边缘滴下的雨水淋湿了你右边的肩,
天空上飘下的雨水划过了我左边的肩;
我们就是那么曾经不在乎一切地生活在只有你和我的蓝色世界。

无情的冷风划过,只有你一手撑着的蓝色世界失去了重心,
雨水淋湿了你右边的肩;
压抑不住的泪划过我左边的脸,却到不了我左边的肩。
于是,你再见的背影偏离了雨水的光折射度,
本来对折的过去未来就这样越来越远...

你身后的雨隔开了我和你的世界,
我走不进那蓝色雨伞下的忧郁世界...
我们曾经以为两个人,一把伞就可以浪迹天涯,直到海枯石烂;
却不知道有时候爱情路上的雨不是撑着一把伞就可以一路走到永远。
直到那场暴风雨把我们浇醒了...
你的左手在暴风雨中慢慢滑开了我的右手,
我无力的右手渐渐放开了蓝色的伞柄...
蓝色的世界就这样消失在暴风雨,取代的是灰蒙蒙的雨景。

不管是分手那场雨,还是此刻的这场雨,
我还是搞不清每一次你在雨里消失的背影,是因为雨水还是泪水。
但你消失前一秒的背影,我却清楚地看见蓝色雨伞下的世界只有一个人,只有你。
我也很清楚,能够和你在未来走在蓝色的世界下的人不再是我,
你需要的是一个更可靠的肩膀,一只更紧握的的右手替你撑其那个新颖的蓝色伞,
一只就算不需要你的左手的右手,
一只属于更爱你的人的右手,
只有那只右手能够“携子之手,与子偕老”。
不是我的右手。

雨越下越大了,却也浇不息滚沸的思念。
我伸出你握过的右手进雨中,
飘下的雨水把我的掌心打得刺痛。
别辜负了老天为我哭泣的这场雨吧!
于是,我把从未打开的蓝色伞收回了书包;
我不需要蓝色的世界,就这样走进怀念的雨的世界。

2008年8月21日
06:28

太阳似乎罢工了一天,整个吉隆玻不是在飘着雨就是在灰蒙蒙的乌云低下。
前几天在(湿淋淋地跑进)7-eleven买了一把蓝色的伞,今天早上却忘了带出门
结果今天中午我淋了一身,还好没感冒。(从小开始,每次淋雨都好像不会感冒的...)
所以,我没有“把未打开的蓝色伞收回了书包”,以上纯属虚构,
我在这里单身过的很好,很过瘾。=)

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Criminal Minds -- season 3 pilot



It has been days I was experiencing "DVD-withdrawal" syndrome...finally, I bought the (pirated) criminal mind season 3 as my fix...damned! It's heaven...It's really good to feel that my life has something to go on.

Here's the pilot case of episode season 3.


There has been murders in a campus. 4 female victims in 3 days, so it's calssified as a spree murder case. Victims all shared some common features: no defensive wounds, multiple stab wounds to the chest, no hesitation marks, Brunnetts, electiical shock marks, found with both hands crossed in anterior of chest. Two of the crime scenes were well lit place in the campus.


Agent Giddeion suggested that investigation should be carried out and profile be made ASAP because this was a killing in a confinced place. This kind of spree killer will kill as many as they can, as fast as they can...this was like a game to them. Killing in this confined campus makes them fell secure because this is thier nodes of mobility, i.e. the place that they are familiar with, and spend most of thier daily life there, whether for thier job, entertainment, or on thier way to some place on thier daily basis.


Hence, after establishing the pace of this profiling, time's for modus operandi (MO). Most bodies were found in well lit places in campus -- this indicates that the unsub (unknown subject) is a part of this campus, either he/she works here or study here. He is not afraid being noticed in the campus because no one will suspicious with his presence in campus. Anyone of the campus, may see or know him. Next, there is no defensive wound, means the victims may not be alerted when he was there or he may even talked to the victims which may suggest that victims feel secured with his presence while each of them was alone before being killed. Electrical shock wounds means he carries the tools before attacking those victims, he is well planed. No hesitation marks, mens the victims were killed merciless, and the unsub is sure (not hesitant) about he wants to kill those victims. However, in this special case, the position of crossed hands in front of chest is contrasting that the unsub is merceless, but he is in remorse. He felt guilty moments after killing those girls.


Next, victimology. The unchanged pattern with all 3 victims are white Burnnets means the stressor in this case may be a person, girlfriend, mother, wife ect., who may exactly is a white Burnnets. No hesitation marks and the way of positioning bodies give us the clue that the unsub has a conflicted and mixed feelings of hate and love to the stressor. Since the murders just occured few days earlier, his relationship with the stressor must have some changes exactly days, or weeks ago. The emotional transition period in unsub is still in early phase, so he most probably expresses some obvious devolution in his life which his surrounding peoples, colleages / friends might have noticed, e.g. depressed, drinking, irritable etc.


Okay, now with the MO and victimology analysis, the BAU draft a profile ... which they successfully made an arrest of a security guard who matched almost all the profile. Stressor? He lost his daughter custody to his exwife...who you guess, is a white Brunnets. Since there's no physical evidence, he can only be held for 72 hours.


You thinks the case is just be goin on like this? The police finally found a piece of comfirmative evidence? No no no... there's another killling within the 72 hours.


The victim this time is also a white Brunnet female. But, there has been some change in the MO: the victim suffered blunt force trauma to the head, and this time, some of the stab wounds are more shallow -- hesitation marks.


The last murder is least likely to be commited by the first unsub, i.e. we have a copycat in this case. Thus, Agent Gideon suggested a solution... he released the first unsub. And he expect the copy cat to meet with the unsub because copycats are people who admiring the primary killer, and they are mostly keen to seek for confirmation from the primary killer to make them feel satisfy...Gideon was right! But....


It ended up the copycat killed the unsub and then killed herself (copycat is a she).


What a twist! Criminal Mind apparently hasn't lost his unique assence in crime series! But, in this episode, it was also told that Gideon's judgement might be clouded by Sarah's death... and it's fact that Gideon is going to leave BAU soon...how sad! :(


Anyway, this is the pilot case of criminal mind season 3 -- and I hope this show will be going on for long time!

Monday, August 4, 2008

黑暗



当夜晚将这个城市披上黑色外套,

路灯渐渐取代阳光...好让这个都市继续呼吸。

每一条小巷,每一道街,人来人往地走着各色各样的人...

有的人过了快乐的一天、有些人不幸地忧郁了一天...

更多的是那些不管过了是快乐还是忧郁的一天,他们在乎的是此时此刻走在身边的爱人。

只要和爱的人呼吸着同一空间的空气,也能觉得很幸福。


无奈,我已经忘记幸福的味道。

配在我身边的不是爱,而是寂寞。

每一个夜里,我的阳光却不能被路灯取代。

就算走在光天化日的街上,我的心还是黑暗的。

活在你死我活的白色巨塔 -- 没有阶梯的塔 -- 往上爬的唯一办法就是踩着脚下的人。

踩在脚下的人越多,就能爬得越高。

等到爬到塔的顶端,你就赢了。

浴在塔顶的阳光,你会觉得很轻松...因为你已经失去了生命的所有东西。


不知道什么开始,生命开始用名利和我交换人性。

失去所有的东西,我也要看到塔顶的阳光。

我只知道我一定要赢 -- 不惜任何代价!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

枷锁



有一个灵魂被捆绑在这个城市里。

每栋建筑物像是用寂寞的砖块搭建,

连连绵绵,像是枷锁...无情地把灵魂捆绑在人来人往的大都市。


走到哪里,悲伤都在紧紧跟随;

甩不掉的回忆注定悲伤的宿命。

那场分手注定了悲剧收场的生命,将在心碎散落一地的那道路--爱最终走向终点。
没有目的走在人山人海,每个人都带着回忆走完总有一天结束的生命。
而我的回忆什么时候会带我走到那一天?

The cardio-genre of the art of medicine

Many people draw paralel between medicine with art.

"Medicine is an art." That's what my clinical mentor told us, "you are now learning not only medicine, but also the greatest art of human inteligence"


Recently, without much realizing, I found myself drown in one of the medicine art -- the music of heart. Here, I give you electrocardiogram (ECG / EKG).




Before I come to the chapter of ECG, the name of ECG/EKG was not stranger to me. Well, you can hear the word being mentioned every now and then in medical dramas. Most situation would be...


"v-tach...no! v-fib! Charge pedal to 200! ... clear! (everyone step away from the bed, and the doc is shocking the patient)"


or...


"asystole...push another gram of epi! Now, charge pedal to 200...clear!"


so, ECG was not a stranger...


But, the first time when I was staring on the P, QRS, and T waves...they are strangers. I though it's easier to be intepreted like other lab results...but, hell! It's like some foreign / outerspace language to me!


So, I went to librabry, trying to search for a book called "ECG made easy"... but there's a name of a book in the cardio shelf that caught my attention "The only ECG book you would ever need". Because of the boasting and ego of the name, I chose it.


"By the end of this book, you will be able to read ECG just like how the musician read the notes..."


Wow! That was...the book is making a promise!


And now, on 30% of the book, I found myself fonding in reading the ECG... I'm like, kinda appreciating how the ECG is presented in this way... it's like learning a new language, a new art... although I'm still being far from intepreting ECG in glanace, but I hope that one day, I can reach the standard of telling what's wrong with the ECG with only one glance...it's cool!


If medicine is an art, then ECG would be the music of the art, which specifically, in the cardio-genre. I like it! =)